am i retarded

another picture update.

2005-09-06T23:05:12Z

the frontlines of the war are very intense.

the fighting is brutal.

many casualties are a given.

and just when negotiations are looking up...

the unthinkable happens.

a giant elephant killed them all.

b/c ur worth it.

2005-08-28T18:11:53Z

ok so..

random toilet paper on my steps.

no use in crying over spilled eyeshadow

you know you make me want to..

tonight..i'm cleanin out my closet.

fresh bagel anyone?

and that was my day so far.

well..isn't that just wonderful.

2005-08-28T02:08:23Z

Your Fortune Is

Man who drop watch in toilet bound to have shitty time.

The Wacky Fortune Cookie Generator

lonely__secrets @ 2005-08-19T22:39:00

2005-08-20T02:41:24Z

so i read this thing for the first time in like a month today.

you guys have the craziest updates ever.

lonely__secrets @ 2005-07-25T19:37:00

2005-07-25T23:53:16Z

1. When you look at yourself in the mirror, what's the first thing you look at?
+-my face..cuz it's right there.

2. How much cash do you have on you?
+-5 G's man..always. hahaha..or none.
3. What's a word that rhymes with "TEST"?
+-chest
4. Favorite plant?
+-does a christmas tree classify as a plant?! ((they smell so yummy))
5. Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your cell phone?
+-Nick
6. What is your main ring tone on your phone?
+-alive..pearl jam \m/ haha
7. What shirt are you wearing?
+-a white tank top..still in my PJ's :P
8. Do you label yourself?
+- heck yes..as a loser. lol
9. Name brand of your shoes currently wearing?
+-i'm barefoot...
10. Bright or dark room?
+-i like dim lights..so i guess that'd be dark.
11. What do you think about the person who took this survey before you?
+-blakkkeee..is the most awesome person.
12. Ever "spilled the beans"?
+- ..like..tell a secret?
13. What were you doing at midnight last night?
+-chatting w/my homies on AIM
14. What did your last text message you recieved on your cell phone say?
+-"sup" sent by josh g.
15. Do you ever click on pop-ups or banners?
+-nope
16. What's a saying that you say a lot?
+-"omg" and "wtf" and "mk"
17. Who told you they loved you last?
+-i don't even know
18. Last furry thing you touched?
+-my dog
19. How many hours a week do you work?
+-between 16 and 20
20. How many rolls of film do you need to get developed?
+-like..a bajillion..they're all over my room from like..three years ago.
21. Favorite age you have been so far?
+-either 14 or 15..both were hardcore
22. Your worst enemy?
+-um..you? lol jk
23. what is your current desk top picture?
+-a calender that is pretty colors
24. what was the last thing you said to someone?
+-"ok" when my mom just said i had to get up early tomorrow
25. If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to go in the past, which would you chose?
+-i have no idea..i'd only choose the past if somebody could go back w/me and idk..explore or w/e and listen to everybody else talk to each other.

grrrrrrrrr. everytime i try to post quizzes..they don't effin work..stupid jewish things.

just a few pictures

2005-07-11T17:40:22Z

oh my effing goodness

a pretty pretty cathedral somewhere between spain and france

a huge really pretty castle in barcelona

you all know what this is i would hope.

i forget what this is called..it's in france..i know most of you have probably seen it somewhere before.

OMG IT'S THE EIFFEL TOWER lol.so pretty.

and last but not least...the royal guards..they were awesome.

that's all for now..but trust me..i have MANY MANY more.

lonely__secrets @ 2005-03-20T16:09:00

2005-03-20T21:07:49Z

i think this will be my last entry for a while

i'm sick of most of the people on here. they aren't my friends and couldn't care less what i write. as for the ones that don't hate me or think i'm a whore..i'll comment on ur posts probably. a few of you have shown me how fake you are w/o even knowing it by talking behind my back..well guess what..i found out alot of what you said and i don't need you.

love me.
hate me.
whatever.
at least i'm real
and i have no problem being myself
or telling the truth.

lonely__secrets @ 2005-03-09T16:39:00

2005-03-09T21:37:10Z

i absolutely hate people who make rumors up..

and i despise people who say they are my friends yet still spread rumors about me on a very deep level..

hurt me once-shame on you,

hurt me twice-shame on me

it's not even 12:30 and i've already seen my life flash before my eyes!

2004-12-29T17:22:16Z

::sigh:: i'm WAY too clumsy.

earlier..i was walking down the steps and..well..i got down them really fast b/c...i fell down them..::shakes head at self:: i'm perfectly fine..there's just carpet burn on my back..but yeah..my whole life went really fast thru my head and the last thing i thought before i was down them was "shit, i'm gonna break an arm, b/c that's what happens to people when they fall down steps" so yeah.that's probly the most interesting thing that will happen all day..so i thought i'd tell you guys.

</3

la de da

2004-12-09T01:13:59Z

Your Element Is Fire

Your passion and emotion are as obvious as the brightest flame.
You make sparks fly, and your passion always has the potential to burst out.

You are exciting and creative - and completely unpredictable.
You sometimes exercise control, and sometimes you let yourself go.

Friends describe you as sensitive, spirited, and compulsive.
Bright and blazing with intensity, you seem mysterious and moody to many.

What's Your Element?

lonely__secrets @ 2004-11-26T12:12:00

2004-11-26T17:16:16Z

hApPy BiRtHdAy VICTOR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

::throws confetti::

lonely__secrets @ 2004-08-15T17:57:00

2004-08-15T21:58:00Z

HAPPY

BIRTHDAY

BLAKE!!!!!

TARA

hugs make my world go round

2004-07-27T15:12:45Z

*HUGS* TOTAL!
give lonely__secrets more *HUGS*

Get hugs of your own

lonely__secrets @ 2004-07-19T02:03:00

2004-07-19T06:04:29Z

i just had the best 4 hour long conversation of my life

well, at least thus far

good night everybody
and sweet dreams

wow

2004-07-12T01:57:45Z

today i did nothing but laze about until 5..which is when i had to get ready for work

i used to want to meet new people

now i don't like to b/c it brings nothing but complications for me

hair dye and chicken strips

2004-07-03T23:38:42Z

the last couple days have been filled with nothingness.

i think whatever me and david had -if ne thing more than a physical attraction- is gone. that makes me kinda blah, but it's also for the better. so idk

wow, today i had just gotten outta the shower and i had my music on and i was actin stupid and dancing and gettin ready to go to work and whatnot. but i haden't gotten dressed yet, so i just had on like a lil teeny tiny tank top and sum underoos..when IN walks my mom..she was like "GET DRESSED UR BROTHER HAS FRIENDS OVER!!!" and i was like "knock much?" it was great, lemme tell ya.

at work..i got two dough-balls put down the front of my shirt..that was great too.

in a lil while, my mom wants me to go down to my dad's store and watch this live band thingie, she said i could invite a couple friends. it sounded lame, but hey, it was an excuse to invite friends over. so i tried to think of somebody to invite that would wanna come..........i couldn't think of nebody. it's sad really, but o well.

the only thing i look forward to ne more is work..and sometimes not even that. like, i still go hang out w/ people during the day sumtimes..but it just got old really fast i guess.

wow..if ne body actually read all that shit..i applaud u..b/c everybody just skips over the longer ones.

ugh!!

2004-05-30T02:11:33Z

nobody ever comments or gives me some sort of feedback anymore

makes me sad

yup..stole this from blake...FILL IT OUT...plz

2004-04-22T15:07:45Z

1.Who are you?
2.Are we friends?
3.When and how did we meet?
4.How have I affected you?
5.What do you think of me?
6.What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7.How long do you think we will be friends?
8.Do you love me?
9.Do you have a crush on me?
10.Would you kiss me?
11.Would you hug me?
12.Physically, what stands out?
13.Emotionally, what stands out?
14.Do you wish I was cooler?
15.On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?
16.Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
17.Am I loveable?
18.How long have you known me?
19.Describe me in one word.
20.What was your first impression?
21.Do you still think that way about me now?
22.What do you think my weakness is?
23.Do you think I'll get married?
24.What makes me happy?
25.What makes me sad?
26. What reminds you of me?
27.If you could give me anything what would it be?
29.How well do you know me?
29.When's the last time you saw me?
30.Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
31.Do you think I could kill someone?
32.Are you going to put this on your LiveJournal and see what I say about you?

NEW JOURNAL...as you can tell!!

2004-04-17T00:00:19Z

yeah...got a new name..other one got old..yea..this one is friends only so..yeah...

. : : . gets down on one knee . : : .

will you please be my friend??

haha...well ima go now..so yeah.....

MAD PROPS TO SARAH FOR THE LAYOUT....IT'S FOAM SARAH..FOAM

.t.h.i.s.i.s.m.e [being real]

lonely__secrets @ 2004-04-16T11:25:00

2004-04-16T15:15:44Z

Penis In My Eye

I LOVE SARAH
.:.pees in pants.:.